Moving Past the Stagnation

Moving Past the Stagnation

at least I am home and able to do what I want

OMG...home and trying to finish this screenplay before the deadline on April 11th. I will finish these 30 pages. It's already completed. Just doing like the umpteenth re-write. Is is possible to re-write into boredom. Not sure. But this writing, screenwriting, not this, keeps me sane and happy.

Interesting but not so much depends on what?

Okay tell me this. If you are an able-bodied adult and I'm not knocking you if you are a little crazy and need help, but to get pissy with people who are trying to help you...well f.u. Because really, you came to me. I didn't seek you out. So I can't really get into it but the day from hell was snipping at my heels, no really my low, really comfortable boots, and tried to work it's way into my head. As you can see, I'm still standing. Damn, that was trite. So Damn, you suck and still didn't get what you wanted. Yeah much better. Cubicle hell was somewhat okay today. I only wandered around 3 maybe 4 times. And I had like, 2 smoke breaks and I don't smoke. Ugh, another one tomorrow.

dressing in a work environment

Who told people they could wear flip-flops to work? This is not approriate work attire. Especially if you have to meet with clients. Hello. I just don't get it.

time is still ticking away

1:54 Still bored. But wandered for a bit. Someone was eating McDonald’s for lunch. Smelt really good considering all I ate was turkey and crackers. Can you really gain too much weigh if your job consist of typing at a computer 70% of the time. I make that other 30% by walking to the fax machine. Back to the desk. Back to the mail room. Back to the desk. Check the pedometer. Not even close to 10,000 steps today. More like 400. Other people are trying to finish the last day of the month crunch. Yeah, not me. All caught up. 1:56 Still bored.

watching the clock tick

It is 1:28 and I have to be here until 6 pm. I don't have any work to do. I can't fake work. I will not assist someone with drudge work that they don't want to do or haven't completed because they are unorganized. Does that make a bad "team player" or am I the superstar who gets to be standoffish since I am done. Tick, tock, tick, tock. Okay, gonna slam this Coke and hope I don't get brain freeze. But at least I will be awake.